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Thursday, 15 January 2009

  • C Train

    I have been a student at Nyack College for over ::coughs:: years and the C train has been my mode of transportation! ...aside from Daddy occassionally [most mornings] driving me, according to his schedule...hey, dont judge me, we work down the block from one another! lol anyways...so I find that most of my thinking, like really deep thoughts happen on that 30 min C train ride. Its like we have a relationship....I wait anxiously on the platform for its arrival tipping my toes back and forth looking down the tunnel thinking "aaaany min"...sometimes when Im in a rush I diss it and take the A [express] you cant think on the A thou...cuz its not enough time and usually crowded with smelly ppl and street performers, ugh! So, I was thinking alot this week on the C- God likes to talk to me alot there too. He kept telling me to read the story of Sampson and Delilah, but I kept ignoring him lol [fyi-he wont let you ignore him] I was ignoring him becuz usually its always something life changing and I know its going to stretch me but on 2nd thought, real talk...I be faking like I dont want to change lol smh silly me...stubborn sometimes. So, I was on the train last night and these two ghetto chicks come on, one obviously under the influence. Started talking loud enough for everyone to hear about her court case and how "wrong" the judge was for taking her kids out the house...uhhh duh? look at you! So, anyway she must've thought she was on a talk show and she was the host, or a preacher looking for an 'amen' from the audience. She had the nerve to look my way!!! SMCH I immediately cut off eye contact and went in my purse and whipped out my bible thinking "uh, uh miss not TODAY!" So, I tried to look extra engaged in the word and to my surprise, guess what book I opened up to???? Judges...Betcha didnt know the story of Sampson and Delilah was in that book. smh Convinced that I could run from "Miss Shofogne" but not from God...I read....

    Sampson is sooooome dude man I tell you....believe it or not it wasnt a character that Cecil B. de Mille created in that movie we watch around easter time lol in the next few posts I am going to talk to you about my discoveries...boy oh boy this is some DEEP stuff! One of the principles that God revealed to me last night was: If there are some ares in our lives that we resist the Lordship of Christ, we will soon find out, in a domino effect way, most areas in our lives will be dominated by the flesh. Sampsons life is a clear illustration of this.....watch Ima show you...

Wednesday, 14 January 2009

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    I Kissed Dating Goodbye
    By Joshua Harris
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    Call me greedy but I dont have time for snacks! I want a MEAL!

    I know I know...why am I always talking about food? Cuz Im a greedy lil something as my mom puts it...put up or shut up! lol

    So, I was talking to my friend today about snacks and we concluded that "snacks are such a tease! Dont get me wrong they apease your taste buds for the moment, but honestly, if you really think about it they only play with your stomach, and then after about a cookie or three...still hungry!" [sigh] I mean, some people are just plain greedy and will OD on some ritz bitz but man I cant do that- I fear stank breath at the wrong time, indigestion- and have you SEEN those bags? they are way to small to OD on $1 a bag, you need about 20 to really be full and thats way too much money!

    Have you ever thought you had a good snack like BAM I know this is gonna full me. You get to chomping...Im talking relaxed, infront of the TVset, shoes off, just comfy and by the time you get a good bite out of it...finished! Just like that...SMCH. ooo How about, youre in the store trying to decide which snack would be best for you and all you see is junk: oreos are too chocolatey; vanilla waffers are too vanilla-y [sshh just let it flow] chips are stale, you dont get down with the party mix, candy is just too childish and not enough anyway,  the ho ho's are definately a NO NO, the teddy grhams look alot like you, then you look to the left and all you see are FRUIT! OH THE HORROR ......you find yourself standing in the middle isle like, what the crap??? 

    ...[sigh] ...whatever happened to a nice full square meal? Snacks are over rated! "snacks are like dating, temporary fixes...after a while you want a full meal..."

    Proverbs 18:22 and FYI: Dont be tricked by snacks! Pump ya fist and say FULL MEAL!

Tuesday, 13 January 2009

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    Come Ye Disconsolate
    By Made Popular By: Ted & Sherri
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    I AM HUUUUUNGRY!!!

    So, Ive been meaning to write a blog for a while. Initially, I thought my slothfulness was because I didnt have anything to write, but that isnt even the half of it...I always have something to say lol [G.E.M.] But yeah, I was trying to figure out what to write about... and it hit me [LIGHT BULB GOES ON] Tell the FOLK how hungry I am. Yall, Im always hungry so why not write about my hunger. I think I can give you a clear understanding....

    I am soooooo hungry! In fact I am always hungry. Dont get me wrong, I remember when I didnt have an apetite so EXCUSE me if I go in on how I get down. Like, I wake up in the morning and its the first thing on my mind. I can actually feel the inner courts of my being grumbling around like 'you ready to eat, cuz we are?' and before I can barely move out of the bed I am contemplating on the nurishment. How am I gonna eat today?  As hungry as I am, will I share? By the time I make it out the shower to brush my teeth Im like shaking my head saying mm mm mm I cant wait to eat. So, after I have preped myself for the day (I like to look good before I eat, it makes ME feel better and presentable for my meal) ...the time has come! I get good and comfortable....make sure the I set everything up right.... sit down to that table....AND feast on manna from heaven! No really....manna from heaven....the REAL MANNA....

    We use that term often in jokes and what not "chiiiile Im feastin' on manna from heav'm"! But when I really looked at it in the word. God sho nuf changed my eating habbits. He spoke to me and said "You are soooo hungry! But, who has your appetite?" I started to look at the areas in my life that I was chowing down on and where God was on the list...[coughs] I dont know about you but a balanced meal is a healthy meal that leads to long life. HELLO? I want to encourage you all...to eat WELL! When you get hungry your body surely lets you know it. Anyone ever been so hungry they just couldnt think? Yeah, your inner being will let you know when its time for a real meal Guys, be hungry for God! When you wake up, let Him be the first thing on your mind. How will you eat today? Dont limit how God will speak. As hungry as you are, will you share? Dont hide what God gives you, tell the world.  Most of all dont loose the passion for the things of God it will help you live FOREVER! Hence why I am always hungry!

    Hey if you dont believe anything I just said....Listen to our Father he says it best in John 6:50-58:

    [But] this is the Bread that comes down from heaven, so that [any]one may eat of it and never die.

        51I [Myself] am this Living Bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this Bread, he will live forever; and also the Bread that I shall give for the life of the world is My flesh (body).

        52Then the Jews angrily contended with one another, saying, How is He able to give us His flesh to eat?

        53And Jesus said to them, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, you cannot have any life in you unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood [unless you appropriate His life and the saving merit of His blood].

        54He who feeds on My flesh and drinks My blood has (possesses now) eternal life, and I will raise him up [from the dead] on the last day.

        55For My flesh is true and genuine food, and My blood is true and genuine drink.

        56He who feeds on My flesh and drinks My blood dwells continually in Me, and I [in like manner dwell continually] in him.

        57Just as the living Father sent Me and I live by (through, because of) the Father, even so whoever continues to feed on Me [whoever takes Me for his food and is nourished by Me] shall [in his turn] live through and because of Me.

        58This is the Bread that came down from heaven. It is not like the manna which our forefathers ate, and yet died; he who takes this Bread for his food shall live forever.

    EAT WELL....AND STAY HUNGRY!!!

     

Wednesday, 12 November 2008

  • A RAP I wrote...Boredom I guess lol... "I feel like writin'..."

    Grab me some paper and a ball point pin

    I feel like writin’

    Intellectual, comical, phenomenal work of mine

    I feel like writin’

    It doesn’t matter what day or the time

    I put the ink to the paper and let the games begin

    Amazing words, here I go yall I’m wining

    First line one time here’s what will be

    It doesn’t really matter cuz its done beautifully

    I feel like writin

     Tenth line, one more time I’ma spit that rhyme

    Mediocre? No!

    Emanate flow,

     Yes!

    I feel like writin’ so I’m doing my thing

    It aint a song so im not gona sing

    I’m writing what comes to mind

    like a prolific artist in time

    Last line yall I’m over and out,

    Jesus is the real deal that’s what it’s all about!

     

     

  • So I Walked...

    The distinctive character of who I thought I was

    Had been challenged to a journey.

    So I walked…

    Little did I know that this walk would be the path

    That determined my destiny,

    On this walk I learned so much that it wasn’t just information

    But a word of transformation.

    I didn’t know really what to expect

    Yet no fear diseased me of what was next.

    So I walked…

    I didn’t understand at fist why I had to go thru

    I prayed and I cried and the Lord simply said :

    My Child… I’m making you!

    This was something that my flesh didn’t get

    This is where the word and my spirit met

    Paul said in 2 Corinthians 3:18:

    But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror

    The glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image,

    From glory to glory, just as by the spirit of the Lord.

    So I walked…

    Tear stains embedded in the sheets of my bed,

    As once confused thoughts raced through my head.

    Little did I know I was being broken,

    Broken from the habitual condition of my past.

    Being broken from every generational curse

    That plagued the depths of my soul.

    Though many blisters and aches

    I’ve learned there was a place I had to go

    So I walked…

    Following David’s example and coming to the mercy seat,

    I restored my relationship with God.

    Now knowing that I had to be subject to the actions of my transformer,

    I walked…

    I walked this journey thru a crowed of disbelief

    Feeling like I had no one to really understand me

    No one knowing exactly how I felt.

    I had to get past the way people predicted the way I should go

    I had to transform…

    I had to let go…

    So I walked…

    I walked until my PAST let me PASS

    I walked until I began to walk in my abundance

    This walk was beyond reasoning.

    I chose to walk trusting in the Lord with all my heart,

    Leaning not to my own understanding,

    But in all my ways I began acknowledging Him,

    And he said: Come my child let me direct your path!

    So I walked…

    As I walked the song of my heart changed.

    My walk modulated from one key to the next

    Connecting the sections of my mind with the composition of my life.

    Oh what a melodious tune I have become!

    I had arrived to the place of transition,

    I took the passage from one place to another.

    No longer the same

    God Broke the chains

    He revealed himself thru my transformation

    I have been transformed to walk on the path of transition

    Which leads me to my purpose.

    I glory in my tribulations knowing that my tribulations

    Produce perseverance and that my perseverance produced

    My new character and my new character produced a new

    Hope, which is in Christ Jesus!

    I was being transformed for transition

    So I walked…

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